Year End Reflection

Some notes from my personal journal:

Uugh, Monday.  I just don’t feel like doing it.  Why am I doing this anyway?  I am not being paid. Today I am feeling regret for having made these choices in my life that have created so much responsibility, and I just feel like I don’t want to do it anymore.

I am getting the dermatitus on my left arm now.  Need to do yoga and find ways of releasing this stress.  Also, i think it may be something on the sheets in the basement so i am washing them today.

 I am so tired.  It was another intense day.  I decided I was going to do a juice fast to help with the rash.

God help me to feel like I can carry on.  Show me why I am doing this.  Help me to see what you see.

I am grateful God for all you are allowing me to do.  Thank you for bringing these wonderful women into my path so that we can all heal and become who you intend us to be.